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Konbanwa tomadachi~
Jun. 18th, 2007 07:16 pmAnyway, todai (yes, todai) I feel particularly lazy. And I half-assed the dishes today because I suddenly felt fatigued--I'm so mad due to lack of sleep I have been getting recently. Minus that one time when I was up for 25 hours or that time two years ago, three full days. Anyway, I could not rest 'til around 3 am and instead confined myself to my room, whilst watching a little bit of Kare Kano and then later playing Sudoku for a while. BTW, my deviant art is thish: sherragrausherra.deviantart.com <--- yeah, that's it. Anyway, I have participated in these Eternity tournament thingys which are really fun. Look on here: http://kh-2.net/forums and go instantly to the Eternity: Heart & Soul section or on forums.randominsanity.org datte (because), it is really fun. XD But besides that, there was a boat ride today and I felt pretty pissy (and still do) today as SOON as I finished drinking that Sherry Temple. I felt kinda hyperactive as well. =I;
Me: DUDE WHY THE FUCK ARE THEY PLAYING THIS KINDA SHIT?!
Friends: o___o;
My friends kinda also wanted me to do this stupid dance thing, but....I don't dance, I sing, but don't dance. Why can't they realize that? It's kinda pretty hard to force me to do things I don't want to do, and quite frankly, I just wanted to draw--and everybody knows it's nearly impossible for me to get to stop drawing once I'm started. Besides that, for some reason, they were acting a little pissy today as well, but I will get to that laters.Later on, on the large first class ship, these boys were being so fucking immature as usual as I was just trying to exit when the ship had returned back to port. And the fat lard had the nerve to push some kind of idiot into me; I'm normally kind of quiet but....
Me: WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!
Kid: O_O;; Wasn't my fault, it was his. ~points to fat lard~
Fat Lard: LOL
Me: WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?!
FL: What'd I do wrong? =X
Me: ...>=/
FL: ~Slowly backs away~
Me: ~Mutters~ Fucktard.
Tomodachi 1: ~Just happened to walk by~ ^_^;
Anyway, but after I went to school for the GSA meeting, particularly two of my friends were acting mean to me and I was angry. Why the fuck is partying so damned important anyway? Was what I thought when the scene kinda went like this when I had sat down in a placethingy.
Me: ...
Tomodachi 1: =/ Why didn't you dance?
Me: 'Cause I was too tir--
Tomodachi 2: Yeah, why weren't you dancing?
Me: Because I was--
Tomodachi 1: Then you shouldn't have came. Why did you come anyway?
Me: >O Because I wanted to have fun.
Yeah, that line went without interruptions but for some fucking reason they seemed to have not heard me. Did I mention before how I loath being fucking ignored?
Tomodachi 2: All you did was draw and play Sudoku; what was the point of you coming anyway? You should've stayed home.
Me: =I ~Whispering, "Fucker."~
For some reason, this last part ruined my day for me. I feel so pissed off. <Sigh> I'm sorry to all who have read this rant--then again I may be just talking to myself like I do in real life. Again. <Laughs> Well, it should not have normally bothered me, but I hate being ignored. Alot. I want to cry...I guess?
Then again, I always cry. =/ Sometimes, I wonder if any of my so-called 'friends' care about me. I mean, it is just a small request to be left alone for a while; why couldn't they do so today? It's not much of a difference from any other day 'cept the first-class thing. I loved the food though.
Me: DUDE WHY THE FUCK ARE THEY PLAYING THIS KINDA SHIT?!
Friends: o___o;
My friends kinda also wanted me to do this stupid dance thing, but....I don't dance, I sing, but don't dance. Why can't they realize that? It's kinda pretty hard to force me to do things I don't want to do, and quite frankly, I just wanted to draw--and everybody knows it's nearly impossible for me to get to stop drawing once I'm started. Besides that, for some reason, they were acting a little pissy today as well, but I will get to that laters.Later on, on the large first class ship, these boys were being so fucking immature as usual as I was just trying to exit when the ship had returned back to port. And the fat lard had the nerve to push some kind of idiot into me; I'm normally kind of quiet but....
Me: WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!
Kid: O_O;; Wasn't my fault, it was his. ~points to fat lard~
Fat Lard: LOL
Me: WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?!
FL: What'd I do wrong? =X
Me: ...>=/
FL: ~Slowly backs away~
Me: ~Mutters~ Fucktard.
Tomodachi 1: ~Just happened to walk by~ ^_^;
Anyway, but after I went to school for the GSA meeting, particularly two of my friends were acting mean to me and I was angry. Why the fuck is partying so damned important anyway? Was what I thought when the scene kinda went like this when I had sat down in a placethingy.
Me: ...
Tomodachi 1: =/ Why didn't you dance?
Me: 'Cause I was too tir--
Tomodachi 2: Yeah, why weren't you dancing?
Me: Because I was--
Tomodachi 1: Then you shouldn't have came. Why did you come anyway?
Me: >O Because I wanted to have fun.
Yeah, that line went without interruptions but for some fucking reason they seemed to have not heard me. Did I mention before how I loath being fucking ignored?
Tomodachi 2: All you did was draw and play Sudoku; what was the point of you coming anyway? You should've stayed home.
Me: =I ~Whispering, "Fucker."~
For some reason, this last part ruined my day for me. I feel so pissed off. <Sigh> I'm sorry to all who have read this rant--then again I may be just talking to myself like I do in real life. Again. <Laughs> Well, it should not have normally bothered me, but I hate being ignored. Alot. I want to cry...I guess?
Then again, I always cry. =/ Sometimes, I wonder if any of my so-called 'friends' care about me. I mean, it is just a small request to be left alone for a while; why couldn't they do so today? It's not much of a difference from any other day 'cept the first-class thing. I loved the food though.
